A Practice Space for
Inner & Collective Transformation
Join a mindfulness-based community space offering bi-weekly live sessions, on-demand teachings, and tools to heal from within — while creating a more connected, compassionate world.
Start free for 30 days!
Feeling overwhelmed…
with all of the global chaos and suffering?
Not sure how to stay sane?
Feeling helpless, like there’s nothing you can do?
Feeling stuck…
in your healing journey?
In your mindfulness journey?
In an individualistic regime that keeps you running in circles and chasing old versions of yourself?
Feeling trapped…
in a system that doesn’t serve you?
Like you’re meant for more, but powerless against the dynamics of a busy, individualistic society?

The Practice Space for Inner & Collective Transformation
is a community of people seeking to restore humanity and transform individual and collective suffering. Our tools, live sessions, and teachings are rooted in Engaged Buddhism and Engaged Mindfulness, for individual and collective transformation.
~ You do not have to identify as "Buddhist” to benefit or be part of the community. If you are interested in leveraging mindfulness and Buddhist principles for your own mental health and beyond, this is the space for you. We are a community of people from all walks of life looking to transform suffering within us, to transform suffering around us. ~
community offerings
Bi-Weekly virtual 90min sessions on Saturdays 1000am to 1130am EST or 1000am to 1130am PST
+ On-Demand Access to recordings within 24 hours.
FIRST LIVE SESSIONS START
July 12 2025!
Exclusive access to special events with guest speakers and facilitators.
Events coming soon!
Exclusive access to additional On-Demand courses and practices. 2-4 added monthly!
12 WEEKS WORTH OF LESSONS ARE AVAILABLE NOW TO HELP YOU TRANSFORM YOUR INNER DIALOGUES AND BREAK FREE OF THE SYSTEM!
community contributions
We offer two pathways to contribute to the community.
LIMITED TIME OFFER!!!
FIRST MONTH
FREE!
Member
$25
CAD per month
(taxes not included)
Your contribution to be part of the community.
access to bi-weekly LIVE 90min sessions, available on On-Demand after 24 hours. 3 hours per month!
access to special events (additional fees may apply).
$25 CAD per month
or
Get 1 month free with an annual subscription of$275 CAD.
LIMITED TIME OFFER -
FIRST MONTH FREE ON MONTHLY SUBSCRIPTIONS!**
Join the community!
LIMITED TIME OFFER!!!
FIRST MONTH
FREE!
Supporter
$50
CAD per month
(taxes not included)
Your contribution to be part of the community and support members with additional financial needs.
access to weekly bi-weekly LIVE 90min sessions, available on On-Demand after 24 hours. 3 hours per month!
access to special events (no additional fees will apply).
access to On-Demand courses and practices. Courses are approximately 4-6 lessons, each lasting one week. 2-4 added per month!
A portion of your contribution is used to offer financial support to those who may require it in order to access the community space.
$50 CAD per month
or
Get 1 month free with an annual subscription of $550 CAD!
LIMITED TIME OFFER -
FIRST MONTH FREE ON MONTHLY SUBSCRIPTIONS!**
Join the community!
** Free month trial is automatically discounted at checkout, and is applied to the first payment only on monthly subscriptions. After 30 days, you will be charged the monthly or annual amount (depending on the plan), unless you cancel your subscription.**
Want to upgrade or downgrade? Contact us below!
Financial & Membership Support
Are you looking for more financial support, including “Pay What You Can”? Want to upgrade or downgrade? Be welcome to contact us below.
Refund Request & Cancellations
Of course you can cancel your subscription at any time in your account. Refunds may be issued for annual subscription cancellations on a case-by-case basis. In other words, refunds are not guaranteed. Unfortunately, we are unable to offer refunds for monthly subscriptions. Please submit your refund request for annual subscriptions below.
use of contributions…
Teacher, facilitator, guest expert planning and delivery.
Maintenance of the online Community Space.
Developing on-demand courses and practices, with guest experts.
Your guide:
Vanessa Ferlaino
Vanessa Ferlaino is a two-time award-winning author inviting us to transform our inner and outer world. She holds a 200-hr Mindfulness Teacher Certification - Professional Level (CMT-P) from The Lab of Meditation, specializing in Trauma-Informed Offerings and Social Justice. She has also completed Staci Haines Politics of Trauma course, focused on somatic training and social justice. Her practices follow Thich Nhat Hanh’s teachings from Plum Village, with a focus on Engaged Buddhism. She has led over 100s of hours of mindfulness sessions and large guided groups, and offers free on-demand practices and donation-based LIVE practices on Insight Timer. Explore her reviews here.
Why we’re different than other spaces…
1) While most spaces focus on mindfulness for mental health, trauma, and self-healing, we focus on mindfulness for individual and collective health. We invite you to focus on leveraging mindfulness principles and practices for more than just your own journey, but for collective healing.
2) While most spaces offer courses, we take a community-centric approach, offering both sessions and courses. While they are complimentary to each other, you do not need both in order to benefit from the practice space.
3) A welcoming space led by highly experienced and sought-after expertise.
4) Focus on exploring the connection between inner and outer humanity; and inner and outer transformation.
5) Our unique courses and tailored offerings combine multiple different Engaged Buddhism and mindfulness practices for the purposes of exploring how our own healing journeys intersect with social justice and inequities. We help you transform your inner and outer world!
What awaits you inside…
1) An invitation to bi-weekly live sessions and access to the recordings archives.
2) Content to explore the intersections of global suffering and individual journeys (for Members and Supporters).
3) Access to on-demand video courses and practices (for Supporters).
Currently available courses include:
Transforming Inner Dialogues in 4 Weeks
Breaking Free of The System in 8 Weeks
Others coming soon include:
Mindful Rest
Cultivating Global Peace
Mindful Collective Transformation
Courses include a variety of core concepts, video content, exercises and activities, and reflection prompts.
4) A community of people looking to leverage Engaged Buddhism and Engaged Mindfulness for transformation.
5) Invitations to exclusive events with guest speakers and facilitators.
FAQs
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Traditionally, “practicing mindfulness” is the practice of coming back to the breath to come back to the present moment, whenever we may be lost in our stories, narratives, minds, suffering, etc.
For the purposes of our Comunity Practice Space, “practice” involves our mindfulness, meditation, or other Engaged Buddhism lesson, sessions, and/or skill. When we are practicing mindfulness, we building our “mindfulness muscles” to embody mindfulness. Specifically for us, we are building our mindfulness muscles for the purposes of collective transformation.
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This is a Community Practice Space, therefore, we invite members to consider to the community through “community contributions”.
We offer two pathways to contribute to the community:
1) Members
access to bi-weekly LIVE 90min sessions, available on On-Demand after 24 hours. 3 hours per month!
access to special events (additional fees may apply).
Contribution: $25 CAD per month
Get 1 month free with an annual subscription of $275 CAD.
2) Supporters
access to weekly bi-weekly LIVE 90min sessions, available on On-Demand after 24 hours. 3 hours per month!
access to special events (no additional fees will apply).
access to On-Demand courses and practices. Courses are approximately 4-6 lessons, each lasting one week. 2-4 added per month!
Supporters also contribute to our fund for those who may require additional finance support to access the community space.
Contribution: $50 CAD / month
Get 1 month free with an annual subscription of $550 CAD!
If you would be grateful for additional payment option, including “Pay What You Can”, please be welcome to connect with us here.
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Many thanks for your interest and contribution to the practice space! The first-month free trial discount is automatically taken at the checkout.
When you Select the membership you’d like, you will be asked to make an account. Then, you will be brought to the secure check-out page and you will see the discount automatically applied. The first month free trial is only for the first month. 30 days later, the membership will renew automatically, unless you cancel your membership. Please note the Free Month Trial is offered for a limited time only.
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To honour privacy of the community, we only record the “practice” part of the live sessions. In other words, the QNA and sharing parts are not recorded. Recordings will be made available 24hours after the live sessions.
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Yes, of course! It is not mandatory, but you are absolutely welcome to attend both. Both sessions will be recorded and available 24hrs later on-demand.
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YES!!! You get access to the whole archive!!!
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Live sessions are interactive spaces for us to come together to practice collective transformation from within. There will be time for practice, engagement (if comfortable for you), and QNA. Each week will be a different agenda, visiting concepts from Engaged Buddhism, complimenting course materials for those who are exploring course offerings. Some LIVE sessions will include optional practices to engage in until the next sessions, which can be voluntarily shared, if comfortable for you. That being said, LIVE sessions are independent of one another; irregular participation is completely fine. Mostly, the LIVE sessions are for us to engage with one another.
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Courses are intended to serve as additional independent practices. Courses consist of 4-6 lessons with additional practices to support us in themes that are related to transforming individual and collective suffering. While all lessons are available upfront, we invite you to practice each lesson for one week, before moving onto the next. This way, we are building up our practice for full embodiment.
Courses include a variety of core concepts, video content, exercises and activities, and reflection prompts.
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Yes, offerings can be accessed both on a computer or mobile, however, the best viewing and engagement experience is accessed through your computer, especially for courses. In either case, you will have to have access to internet or cellular data.
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You can create an account to subscribe to this membership practice space by going to vanessaferlaino.com/practicespace.
1) Select the payment option that works best for you.
2) You will be asked to make an account with the below information:
First Name
Last Name
Email Address
Create Password
Re-Enter Password
3) You will then be taken to a secure payment page to process your credit card information. All payments are processed by Stripe.
4) As soon as you make your payment, you will be welcome to the Practice Space Homepage.
5) Finally, you will be asked to verify your account through an “verification email” sent to your email.
Please be welcome to note: If you create your account first without making any payment on Squarespace by selecting “Log In” on the top-right of the website header, you will still not have access to the membership space. You will need to go to vanessaferlaino.com/practicespace, which can also be accessed in the main website header and selecting “Collective Transformation” and then “Practice Space.
Once you fill out the form, you will be redirected to the payment page.
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Once you have registered, the membership practice space can be accessed from the main menu on vanessaferlaino.com by following the below instructions:
If you are NOT logged into your account:
1) Select Log In
2) Insert your credentials
3) An account panel will appear on the right-hand side of the screen, known as the “Digital Products Panel”.
4) Select View.
Members will only see one space.
Supporters will see two spaces — one for the main space, and one for the courses. Please note: You ARE able to access the courses from either space.
If you are already logged in:
1) Select Account
2) An account panel will appear on the right-hand side of the screen, known as the “Digital Products Panel”.
3) Select “View”.
Members will only see one space.
Supporters will see two spaces — one for the main space, and one for the courses. Please note: You ARE able to access the courses from either space.
To sign out from the membership space, select Logout from the header. You will be brought back to vanessaferlaino.com where the “Digital Products Panel” will be open to your Account Settings. Underneath the greeting, select “Sign Out”.
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Once you have registered, the membership practice space can be accessed from the main menu on vanessaferlaino.com.
If you are NOT logged into your account:
1) Select Log In
2) Insert your credentials
3) An account panel will appear on the right-hand side of the screen, known as the “Digital Products Panel”.
4) Select View.
Members will only see one space.
Supporters will see two spaces — one for the main space, and one for the courses. Please note: You ARE able to access the courses from either space.
If you are already logged in:
1) Select Account
2) An account panel will appear on the right-hand side of the screen, known as the “Digital Products Panel”.
3) Select “View”.
Members will only see one space. You will not be able to access courses, even though you will see it in the heading.
Supporters will see two spaces — one for the main space, and one for courses. Please note: You ARE able to access the courses from either space.
4) In the header of the membership space, select “Courses”. You will be brought to the listing page that lists all the courses available, including their titles, descriptions, and access link.
5) Select the access link of the course you’d like to access. The course will open in a new window.
6) Select “Start Course” (or “Continue Course” if you have already started course and are accessing it). You can also select a specific Chapter or Lesson you’d like to access, if this is preferable. The content will load on the page.
7) Select “Complete and Continue” on the top right of the header when you are ready to move to the next lesson. We recommend practicing each lesson for 1 week before moving on.
8) You can also navigate to different lessons and view the progress bar of your completion by selecting the menu icon (three horizontal lines) in the top right hand corner of the header.
9) When you have completed your session or course, close the course window on your browser (ex. Google Chrome, Safari, Firefox, etc.). Your course progression is saved automatically.
10) To sign out, select Logout from the header. You will be brought back to vanessaferlaino.com where the “Digital Products Panel” will be open to your Account Settings. Underneath the greeting, select “Sign Out”.
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Once you register, the membership space has the link to access our sessions. We will also send you an email with the calendar link.
We use Jitsi Meets to connect, a more secure option than Zoom or Google Meets, allowing us also to only record the host. Be welcome to learn more about Jitsi Meets here.
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When you cancel a subscription through your account, you will have access until the renewal period. For example, if you have a monthly subscription that renews on the 1st of the month, and you cancel on the 15th of the month, you will have access until the 1st of the following month, before your access is cancelled. But your subscription will not renew. If you have an annual subscription that renews on 3rd of February ever year and you cancel on June 15th, you will have access until the following 3rd of February. After that, your account will not be renewed.
To cancel your subscription, select “Login” to access your customer account or “Account” if you are already in your customer account on the top right corner of the website header.
Select Digital products or Subscriptions.
Click the digital product you want to cancel.
If you have remaining payments, click Go manage subscription. Otherwise, move to the next step.
Click Cancel subscription, then click Cancel subscription again to confirm.
When you cancel your membership, you will have access to the membership space for the remainder of the billing cycle. At the end of the billing cycle, your account fully expires. You’ll still have access to their customer account, but links to the membership space won't display.
I am grateful for your visit… Be welcome to join me in some of my free LIVE sessions on the Insight Timer app here.
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When you cancel a subscription through your account, you will have access until the renewal period. For example, if you have a monthly subscription that renews on the 1st of the month, and you cancel on the 15th of the month, you will have access until the 1st of the following month, before you access is cancelled. But your subscription will not renew. If you have an annual subscription that renews on 3rd of February ever year and you cancel on June 15th, you will have access until the following 3rd of February. After that, your account will not be renewed.
Refunds may be issued for annual subscription cancellations on a case-by-case basis. Please submit your refund request here.
Unfortunately, we are unable to offer refunds for monthly subscriptions.
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Please contact us here to upgrade or downgrade your plan.
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Select Login or Account in the top right corner of the website header to open the “Digital Products Panel”.
Select “Account Settings” at the bottom, then “Profile”.
Select your current email address.
In the New field, enter the new email address.
In the Confirm new field, enter the new email address again.
Click Save.
Watch for an email to verify the change to their new email address. Click Verify email in the message to complete the process.
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Approach 1: To change your payment method for an active subscription
Select Login or Account in the top right corner of the website header to open the “Digital Products Panel”.
Click Memberships or Subscriptions, then click the membership or subscription you want to change.
In Settings, click Payment method.
Click Update payment method, then select a saved payment method or click Add new payment method to enter a new payment method.
Click Save.
The next payment for the membership or subscription will charge to the updated card. If you have more than one membership or subscription, you will need to repeat the steps above to update your payment method on each subscription.
Approach 2: You can also add a payment method to your account for future use
Select Login or Account in the top right corner of the website header to open the “Digital Products Panel”.
Click “Account Settings” at the bottom and then “Payment”.
Click a payment method listed in the menu to edit the information, delete it, or set it as default.
Click Add new payment method to add a new card to your account. In the Card details panel, enter the new payment method's information.
Click Save.

Coming together
with-in and with-out.
The Community for Collective Transformation From Within was created by Vanessa Ferlaino, award-winning author and certified 200-hr mindfulness teacher, to invite us to come together to chart a new path for humanity. There are no recipes or frameworks to do this, just principles to embody and suffering to transform. This is an intimate space to get to know ourselves and each other, inviting us to deepen our connections within-in and with-out, so we can go back into our own communities to transform suffering.
The Community for Collective Transformation From Within is a practice space where for us to commit and practice embodying mindfulness for the sake of humanity. Your contributions help maintain this space and ensure we are learning from the right people, together.
“I feel blessed to hold this space and bring us all together to witness our interconnectedness and transform all suffering.” — Vanessa Ferlaino
our intentions
Practice
We come together to practice inner and outer transformation.
Reflect
We reflect on our practices and healing journeys, and their intersections across society, social justice, and inequities.
Share
We share our embodied practice by contributing to collective transformation in our communities and the world at-large.
our mission
We seek to transform all forms of individual and collective suffering by empowering people to reclaim their life and power. Ultimately, we seek to remind us all that our humanity is connected.
our ethos
Regardless of what brought us here, we can use Engaged Buddhism and mindfulness to transform our own inner suffering, so that we can then transform suffering in the world, including unjust systems, social inequities and disparities. The best form of self-help is helping one another.
our values
Rooted deeply in Engaged Buddhism and Mindfulness
The Art of Deep Listening and Loving Speech. The “8 RIGHTS” — Right View, Right Speech, Right Livelihood, Right Mindfulness, Right Concentration, Right Thought, Right Action and Right Effort (Learn more in our Community Guidelines if new to you). Interbeing, love, compassion, and understanding.
transform the inner world, transform the outer world.
With deep reverence for these sacred lands, The Community for Collective Transformation From Within wishes to acknowledge that while we reach across multiple timezones and ancestral lands, we are primarily situated on Robinson-Huron Treaty territory, the traditional lands of the Anishnaabeg, specifically Garden River First Nation and Batchewana First Nation, as well as the Métis People. Together, may we acknowledge, honour, and offer deep gratitude and respect to the people, plant, animal, and land spirits who knew this land we call home, Baawaating, long before us, and who will continue to long after. Please be welcome to take a deep breath in stillness, acknowledging the lands on which you are situated, as well as any and all other nations of first people and true keepers of this land who we may not know the name of today, but invite the opportunity to learn. May we be further invited to extend our land acknowledgements into land engagements, supporting and restoring these lands through responsible citizenship, sacred stewardship, partnership, and advocacy for various movements, including landback motions. Finally, in acknowledging these lands, may we hold space for the collective suffering we continue to witness from colonial violence, colonization, genocide, and oppressive systems still present and active in the world. This includes, but is not limited to, Palestine and its Occupied Territories, Sudan, Congo, Syria, and many more. We also bear witness to the ramifications of colonization, including discriminatory practices, exploitive uses of technology, ecocide, gender-based violence (especially in war zones), the military complex, and the border industrial complex. May our acknowledgements invite us to contribute to transformation and re-worlding.
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