A Community For
Inner & Outer Transformation

Join a community with live gatherings, teachings, and socially engaged mindfulness practices that invite you to create a more connected, compassionate world.

Start free for 30 days!

We are a community space for people who believe our inner and outer world is connected. We wish to create change and impact in the world around us, and know it starts within us; when we transform the inner world, we transform the outer world. If you feel a strong sense of connection to the world, then this space is for you.

community offerings

bi-weekly live gatherings

We come together every two weeks (biweekly) to share, reflect, and practice mindfulness. We offer two session slots to choose from:

  • Saturday at 10:00am to 11:30am EST

  • Saturday at 10:00am to 11:30am PST

Recordings are available 24 hrs later.

a community space

We create safe spaces for authentic and deep connections, at your own pace:

  • Live gatherings are catered to community needs and values. This is a safe space for sharing and reflecting. We also engage in a mindfulness practice.

  • Private Online Community Forum to stay connected and inspired.

mindfulness video library

Our video library has over 20 weeks of guided practices, activities, and journal prompts grouped into various offerings:

  • Transform Your Inner Dialogues

  • Break Free Of The System

  • Harnessing Your Gifts

  • Engaged Buddhism

  • and more!

how we engage in mindfulness

Part Of Our
Mindfulness Practices

Mindfulness is a regular part of our LIVE gatherings, as well as the offerings in our Mindfulness Library.

Our mindfulness practices include a combination of meditation, gratitude, journalling, reflections, breathwork, gathas (verses) and more.

We explore both traditional and contemporary Socially Engaged Mindfulness practices.

For Healing, Transformation,
And Resilience

Mindfulness invites us to connect deeper to ourselves and each other. As a tool for inner and outer transformation, mindfulness helps us find alignment; when we do our inner work, we can align ourselves with purposeful outer work.

Mindfulness is a tool for resilience. Empathy and intuition are powerful assets for social change, but must be balanced with self-care.

Grounded In Socially
Engaged Mindfulness

We’re grounded in Socially Engaged Mindfulness, rooted in Engaged Buddhism, which applies the foundations of Buddhism to community and social justice work. It evolved from the Mahayana tradition to meet the changing needs of society. We explore both traditional and contemporary practices. Engaged Buddhism was coined by Vietnamese monk and peace activist, Thich Nhat Hanha course on this is coming soon!

community contributions

We offer two pathways to contribute to the community.

Explorer

$25

CAD per month

(taxes not included)

  • Access to all bi-weekly live gatherings (90min on Saturdays at 1000am EST and 1000am PST) and recordings (after 24hrs)

  • Access to community online forum

  • Monthly newsletter with exclusive insights

  • Access to special events and retreats for additional fees

$25 CAD per month

or

Get 1 month free with an annual subscription of$275 CAD.

LIMITED TIME OFFER -
FIRST MONTH FREE ON MONTHLY SUBSCRIPTIONS!**

Join the community!

Creator

$50

CAD per month

(taxes not included)

  • Everything in “Explorer”

  • Access to our mindfulness library, with over 20 weeks of traditional and contemporary teachings currently available.

  • Access to special events and retreats for additional discounted fees

$50 CAD per month

or

Get 1 month free with an annual subscription of $550 CAD!

LIMITED TIME OFFER -
FIRST MONTH FREE ON MONTHLY SUBSCRIPTIONS!**

Join the community!

** Free month trial is automatically discounted at checkout, and is applied to the first payment only on monthly subscriptions. After 30 days, you will be charged the monthly or annual amount (depending on the plan), unless you cancel your subscription.**

Want to upgrade or downgrade? Contact us below!

Financial & Membership Support

Are you looking for more financial support, including “Pay What You Can”? Want to upgrade or downgrade? Be welcome to contact us below.

Refund Request & Cancellations

Of course you can cancel your subscription at any time in your account. Refunds may be issued for annual subscription cancellations on a case-by-case basis. In other words, refunds are not guaranteed. Unfortunately, we are unable to offer refunds for monthly subscriptions. Please submit your refund request for annual subscriptions below.

value for you

Contribute to positive change in your local and global community.

Connect with a supportive and inspiring community.

Deepen your personal mindfulness practice.

Learn practical tools for compassionate action.

Discover and clarify your unique purpose and gifts.

Cultivate resilience and prevent burnout.

Your guide:
Vanessa Ferlaino

Vanessa invites us to transform our inner world, so we can transform the outer world. She is a two-time award-winning author and holds a 200-hr Mindfulness Teacher Certification - Professional Level (CMT-P) from The Lab of Meditation, specializing in Trauma-Informed Offerings and Social Justice. She has also completed Staci Haines Politics of Trauma course, focused on somatic training and social justice. Her practices follow Thich Nhat Hanh’s teachings from Plum Village, with a focus on Engaged Buddhism. She has led over 100s of hours of mindfulness sessions, workshops, and large guided groups, and offers free on-demand and donation-based LIVE practices on Insight Timer. Explore her reviews here.

Why we’re different than other spaces…

We’re a welcoming, safe space led by highly experienced and sought-after expertise spanning both mindfulness, advocacy, and social justice. Vanessa’s graceful nature is refreshing and makes you feel seen, safe, and heard.

While most spaces focus on mindfulness for mental health, trauma, and self-healing, we focus on Socially Engaged Mindfulness for individual and collective wellbeing.

We understand that all of us have different learning needs. We offer both live gatherings and a mindfulness library of video teachings, and a vast array of tools and styles.

We invite you to create your own experience and engage at your own pace. We offer tools and space so you can choose how they resonate with you. We hope to inspire you to explore what you need for your journey.

Our courses and offerings integrate Socially Engaged Mindfulness practices, composed of both traditional and contemporary Engaged Buddhism teachings. We meet you anywhere on your mindfulness journey.

What awaits you inside…

An invitation to bi-weekly live gatherings and access to the recordings archive.

Practices that invite you to explore the intersections of global suffering and your individual journey.

A Mindfulness Library with video courses, teachings, and practices following Socially Engaged Mindfulness. Offerings include video content, exercises and activities, and reflection prompts. Explore topics here.

A community of people looking to leverage Socially Engaged Mindfulness for inner and outer transformation.

Invitations to additional events and retreats.

treasured words from our members

Thank you for the session today, Vanessa. I’m finding this space to be very valuable and I’m excited to see where it goes.
— Annual Creator
I have found this to be a safe space for me to grow. We ALL have something to offer, and we can ALL make a difference.
— Monthly Explorer
Hi Vanessa! All of what you are offering is awesome and very valuable!
— Monthly Creator

why I created this space…

A welcome message from Vanessa Ferlaino

FAQs

  • Traditionally, “practicing mindfulness” is the practice of coming back to the breath to come back to the present moment, whenever we may be lost in our stories, narratives, minds, suffering, etc.

    For the purposes of our Comunity Practice Space, “practice” involves our mindfulness, meditation, or other Engaged Buddhism lesson, sessions, and/or skill. When we are practicing mindfulness, we building our “mindfulness muscles” to embody mindfulness. Specifically for us, we are building our mindfulness muscles for the purposes of collective transformation.

  • This is a Community Practice Space, therefore, we invite members to consider to the community through “community contributions”.

    We offer two pathways to contribute to the community:

    1) Members

    • access to bi-weekly LIVE 90min sessions, available on On-Demand after 24 hours. 3 hours per month!

    • access to special events (additional fees may apply).

    • Contribution: $25 CAD per month

    • Get 1 month free with an annual subscription of $275 CAD.

    2) Supporters

    • access to weekly bi-weekly LIVE 90min sessions, available on On-Demand after 24 hours. 3 hours per month!

    • access to special events (no additional fees will apply).

    • access to On-Demand courses and practices. Courses are approximately 4-6 lessons, each lasting one week. 2-4 added per month!

    • Supporters also contribute to our fund for those who may require additional finance support to access the community space.

    • Contribution: $50 CAD / month

    • Get 1 month free with an annual subscription of $550 CAD!

    If you would be grateful for additional payment option, including “Pay What You Can”, please be welcome to connect with us here.

  • Many thanks for your interest and contribution to the practice space! The first-month free trial discount is automatically taken at the checkout.

    When you Select the membership you’d like, you will be asked to make an account. Then, you will be brought to the secure check-out page and you will see the discount automatically applied. The first month free trial is only for the first month. 30 days later, the membership will renew automatically, unless you cancel your membership. Please note the Free Month Trial is offered for a limited time only.

  • To honour privacy of the community, we only record the “practice” part of the live sessions. In other words, the QNA and sharing parts are not recorded. Recordings will be made available 24 hours after the live sessions.

  • Yes, of course! It is not mandatory, but you are absolutely welcome to attend both. Both sessions will be recorded and available 24hrs later on-demand.

  • YES!!! You get access to the whole archive!!!

  • Live sessions are interactive spaces for us to come together and be in community. We spend time getting to know each other, sharing, and then engaging in a Socially Engaged Mindfulness practice. Practices are tailored to the needs of the group and based on sharings. Reflections are welcome, if comfortable for you. Each week is different, visiting concepts from Engaged Buddhism. Gatherings may also include optional “take-home” practices to engage in until the next gathering. However, gatherings are independent of one another; irregular participation is completely fine.

  • The Mindfulness Library offers courses that are intended to serve as additional independent practices. Courses consist of 4-6 lessons with additional practices to support us in themes that are related to transforming individual and collective suffering. While all lessons are available upfront, we invite you to practice each lesson for one week, before moving onto the next. This way, we are building up our practice for full embodiment.

    Offerings include a variety of core concepts, video content, exercises and activities, and reflection prompts.

    Offerings include both traditional and contemporary mindfulness practices, aligning with Engaged Buddhism and Engaged Mindfulness methodologies.

  • Yes, offerings can be accessed both on a computer or mobile, however, the best viewing and engagement experience is accessed through your computer, especially for courses. In either case, you will have to have access to internet or cellular data.

  • You can create an account to subscribe to this membership practice space by going to vanessaferlaino.com/practicespace.

    1) Select the payment option that works best for you.

    2) You will be asked to make an account with the below information:

    • First Name

    • Last Name

    • Email Address

    • Create Password

    • Re-Enter Password

    3) You will then be taken to a secure payment page to process your credit card information. All payments are processed by Stripe.

    4) As soon as you make your payment, you will be welcome to the Practice Space Homepage.

    5) Finally, you will be asked to verify your account through an “verification email” sent to your email.

    Please be welcome to note: If you create your account first without making any payment on Squarespace by selecting “Log In” on the top-right of the website header, you will still not have access to the membership space. You will need to go to vanessaferlaino.com/practicespace, which can also be accessed in the main website header and selecting “Collective Transformation” and then “Practice Space.

    Once you fill out the form, you will be redirected to the payment page.

  • Once you have registered, the membership practice space can be accessed from the main menu on vanessaferlaino.com by following the below instructions:

    If you are NOT logged into your account:

    1) Select Log In

    2) Insert your credentials

    3) An account panel will appear on the right-hand side of the screen, known as the “Digital Products Panel”.

    4) Select View.

    • Members will only see one space.

    • Supporters will see two spaces — one for the main space, and one for the courses. Please note: You ARE able to access the courses from either space.

    If you are already logged in:

    1) Select Account

    2) An account panel will appear on the right-hand side of the screen, known as the “Digital Products Panel”.

    3) Select “View”.

    • Members will only see one space.

    • Supporters will see two spaces — one for the main space, and one for the courses. Please note: You ARE able to access the courses from either space.

    To sign out from the membership space, select Logout from the header. You will be brought back to vanessaferlaino.com where the “Digital Products Panel” will be open to your Account Settings. Underneath the greeting, select “Sign Out”.

  • Once you have registered, the membership practice space can be accessed from the main menu on vanessaferlaino.com.

    If you are NOT logged into your account:

    1) Select Log In

    2) Insert your credentials

    3) An account panel will appear on the right-hand side of the screen, known as the “Digital Products Panel”.

    4) Select View.

    • Members will only see one space.

    • Supporters will see two spaces — one for the main space, and one for the courses. Please note: You ARE able to access the courses from either space.

    If you are already logged in:

    1) Select Account

    2) An account panel will appear on the right-hand side of the screen, known as the “Digital Products Panel”.

    3) Select “View”.

    • Members will only see one space. You will not be able to access courses, even though you will see it in the heading.

    • Supporters will see two spaces — one for the main space, and one for courses. Please note: You ARE able to access the courses from either space.

    4) In the header of the membership space, select “Courses”. You will be brought to the listing page that lists all the courses available, including their titles, descriptions, and access link.

    5) Select the access link of the course you’d like to access. The course will open in a new window.

    6) Select “Start Course” (or “Continue Course” if you have already started course and are accessing it). You can also select a specific Chapter or Lesson you’d like to access, if this is preferable. The content will load on the page.

    7) Select “Complete and Continue” on the top right of the header when you are ready to move to the next lesson. We recommend practicing each lesson for 1 week before moving on.

    8) You can also navigate to different lessons and view the progress bar of your completion by selecting the menu icon (three horizontal lines) in the top right hand corner of the header.

    9) When you have completed your session or course, close the course window on your browser (ex. Google Chrome, Safari, Firefox, etc.). Your course progression is saved automatically.

    10) To sign out, select Logout from the header. You will be brought back to vanessaferlaino.com where the “Digital Products Panel” will be open to your Account Settings. Underneath the greeting, select “Sign Out”.

  • Once you register, the membership space has the link to access our sessions. We will also send you an email with the calendar link.

    We use Jitsi Meets to connect, a more secure option than Zoom or Google Meets, allowing us also to only record the host. Be welcome to learn more about Jitsi Meets here.

  • When you cancel a subscription through your account, you will have access until the renewal period. For example, if you have a monthly subscription that renews on the 1st of the month, and you cancel on the 15th of the month, you will have access until the 1st of the following month, before your access is cancelled. But your subscription will not renew. If you have an annual subscription that renews on 3rd of February ever year and you cancel on June 15th, you will have access until the following 3rd of February. After that, your account will not be renewed.

    To cancel your subscription, select “Login” to access your customer account or “Account” if you are already in your customer account on the top right corner of the website header.

    Select Digital products or Subscriptions.

    Click the digital product you want to cancel.

    If you have remaining payments, click Go manage subscription. Otherwise, move to the next step.

    Click Cancel subscription, then click Cancel subscription again to confirm.

    When you cancel your membership, you will have access to the membership space for the remainder of the billing cycle. At the end of the billing cycle, your account fully expires. You’ll still have access to their customer account, but links to the membership space won't display.

    I am grateful for your visit… Be welcome to join me in some of my free LIVE sessions on the Insight Timer app here.

  • When you cancel a subscription through your account, you will have access until the renewal period. For example, if you have a monthly subscription that renews on the 1st of the month, and you cancel on the 15th of the month, you will have access until the 1st of the following month, before you access is cancelled. But your subscription will not renew. If you have an annual subscription that renews on 3rd of February ever year and you cancel on June 15th, you will have access until the following 3rd of February. After that, your account will not be renewed.

    Refunds may be issued for annual subscription cancellations on a case-by-case basis. Please submit your refund request here.

    Unfortunately, we are unable to offer refunds for monthly subscriptions.

  • Please contact us here to upgrade or downgrade your plan.

  • Select Login or Account in the top right corner of the website header to open the “Digital Products Panel”.

    Select “Account Settings” at the bottom, then “Profile”.

    Select your current email address.

    In the New field, enter the new email address. 

    In the Confirm new field, enter the new email address again.

    Click Save.

    Watch for an email to verify the change to their new email address. Click Verify email in the message to complete the process.

  • Approach 1: To change your payment method for an active subscription

    Select Login or Account in the top right corner of the website header to open the “Digital Products Panel”.

    Click Memberships or Subscriptions, then click the membership or subscription you want to change.

    In Settings, click Payment method.

    Click Update payment method, then select a saved payment method or click Add new payment method to enter a new payment method.

    Click Save.

    The next payment for the membership or subscription will charge to the updated card. If you have more than one membership or subscription, you will need to repeat the steps above to update your payment method on each subscription. 

    Approach 2: You can also add a payment method to your account for future use

    Select Login or Account in the top right corner of the website header to open the “Digital Products Panel”.

    Click “Account Settings” at the bottom and then “Payment”.

    Click a payment method listed in the menu to edit the information, delete it, or set it as default.

    Click Add new payment method to add a new card to your account. In the Card details panel, enter the new payment method's information.

    Click Save.

  • No! All are welcome!!!! You do not have to identify as "Buddhist” to benefit or be part of the community. If you are interested in leveraging mindfulness and Buddhist principles for your own mental health and beyond, this is the space for you. We are a community of people from all walks of life looking to transform suffering within us, to transform suffering around us.

Be part of the community here.

Coming together
with-in and with-out.

The Community for Collective Transformation From Within was created by Vanessa Ferlaino, award-winning author and certified 200-hr mindfulness teacher, to invite us to come together to chart a new path for humanity. There are no recipes or frameworks to do this, just principles to embody and suffering to transform. This is an intimate space to get to know ourselves and each other, inviting us to deepen our connections within-in and with-out, so we can go back into our own communities to transform suffering.

The Community for Collective Transformation From Within is a practice space where for us to commit and practice embodying mindfulness for the sake of humanity. Your contributions help maintain this space and ensure we are learning from the right people, together.

“I feel blessed to hold this space and bring us all together to witness our interconnectedness and transform all suffering.” — Vanessa Ferlaino

our intentions

Practice

We come together to practice inner and outer transformation.

Reflect

We reflect on our practices and healing journeys, and their intersections across society, social justice, and inequities.

Share

We share our embodied practice by contributing to collective transformation in our communities and the world at-large.

our mission

We seek to transform all forms of individual and collective suffering by empowering people to reclaim their life and power. Ultimately, we seek to remind us all that our humanity is connected.

our ethos

Regardless of what brought us here, we can use Engaged Buddhism and mindfulness to transform our own inner suffering, so that we can then transform suffering in the world, including unjust systems, social inequities and disparities. The best form of self-help is helping one another.

our values

Rooted deeply in Engaged Buddhism and Mindfulness

The Art of Deep Listening and Loving Speech. The “8 RIGHTS” — Right View, Right Speech, Right Livelihood, Right Mindfulness, Right Concentration, Right Thought, Right Action and Right Effort (Learn more in our Community Guidelines if new to you). Interbeing, love, compassion, and understanding.

transform the inner world, transform the outer world.

With deep reverence for these sacred lands, The Community for Collective Transformation From Within wishes to acknowledge that while we reach across multiple timezones and ancestral lands, we are primarily situated on Robinson-Huron Treaty territory, the traditional lands of the Anishnaabeg, specifically Garden River First Nation and Batchewana First Nation, as well as the Métis People. Together, may we acknowledge, honour, and offer deep gratitude and respect to the people, plant, animal, and land spirits who knew this land we call home, Baawaating, long before us, and who will continue to long after. Please be welcome to take a deep breath in stillness, acknowledging the lands on which you are situated, as well as any and all other nations of first people and true keepers of this land who we may not know the name of today, but invite the opportunity to learn. May we be further invited to extend our land acknowledgements into land engagements, supporting and restoring these lands through responsible citizenship, sacred stewardship, partnership, and advocacy for various movements, including landback motions. Finally, in acknowledging these lands, may we hold space for the collective suffering we continue to witness from colonial violence, colonization, genocide, and oppressive systems still present and active in the world. This includes, but is not limited to, Palestine and its Occupied Territories, Sudan, Congo, Syria, and many more. We also bear witness to the ramifications of colonization, including discriminatory practices, exploitive uses of technology, ecocide, gender-based violence (especially in war zones), the military complex, and the border industrial complex. May our acknowledgements invite us to contribute to transformation and re-worlding.

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